So the other day I had to renew my ACLS (Advanced Cardiac Life Support) certification. Basically that means, BLS (Basic Life Support) aka CPR, with medication and other fun stuff (like IO-- an iv in your bone!). I really enjoyed getting to take that class actually, and it doesn't hurt that I get paid to go to it! We had one of our ER Docs going over a lot of interesting stuff-- the most interesting is that studies showed the chest compression part of ACLS is the most important! Kinda funny, because we normally go find the students or someone with little to no training to do that part! I will definitely be watching my minions closer when they are doing chest compressions.
The reason why I wanted to make a note about this, is I believe everyone over the age of 16 should take a CPR course at least once every 10 years (technically your license expires every 2 years, but I don't expect people who are not in the medical field to get it renewed that often). It is really a basic course and you don't have to be a brainiac or medically inclined to understand how to do it! Do you have 2 arms? Can you exhale? Can you speak? If you answered yes to these 3 questions, then you should take a CPR course!
Just think about it. You're in the mall when you see someone fall down. You rush over there and ask if they are ok, but they don't respond. What do you do? Call for help and stare at them? You don't see them breathing and you're not sure if they have a pulse. What do you do? It sounds scary because you don't know what to do.... but if you had taken a CPR course, you could potentially save someones life! It's a simple 3 step processes, but it works!
Another thing-- you're a mom and you lil one chokes on something. Do you know what to do? Most BLS classes will go over a choking scenario!
So, all this to say, Please take a class! It's actually pretty fun and you kinda feel like a super hero afterwards (even though it was a plastic person you just saved)! You also walk around watching everyone and thinking to yourself, "Who is going to fall down? I so know what to do!" It's even better to do it with friends!
Now I've got you thinking, call up your local Red Cross and they can hook you up with a class! It's not expensive and again, it's not rocket science! And who know what might happen if you're prepared with life saving skills!
Saturday, October 27, 2012
Saturday, October 13, 2012
The babies are coming! The Babies are coming!
As I'm nursing my own sweet baby, I'm scrolling through my Facebook seeing half of the posts are either "We're pregnant!" or "I'm __ weeks along" or "Meet our new baby!"
Is it just me or did everyone I know get pregnant at the same time?! I've been noticing this for a lil bit now, but it seems to keep growing! I guess I have reached the age where all my friends have babies! First we all got married, then I guess it makes sense for munchkins to follow. But it's so surreal for me!
Course now if one of my friends is pregnant, it's my job to ask them thousands of questions and give advice that they probably already know! But I did the same thing for my friends getting married!
So I guess this means instead of wedding showers, we have baby showers! But what comes after the baby wave? Toddler parties? School outings? PTA moms? Soccer/sports? Graduation parties?! Eik! I'm scaring myself thinking that far ahead!
It's safe enough to say that I'm enjoying this new phase if my life and I'm sure I will enjoy the phases to follow! For now, I'll cuddle with my lil boy and send encouragement to all my fellow moms or moms-to-be!
Is it just me or did everyone I know get pregnant at the same time?! I've been noticing this for a lil bit now, but it seems to keep growing! I guess I have reached the age where all my friends have babies! First we all got married, then I guess it makes sense for munchkins to follow. But it's so surreal for me!
Course now if one of my friends is pregnant, it's my job to ask them thousands of questions and give advice that they probably already know! But I did the same thing for my friends getting married!
So I guess this means instead of wedding showers, we have baby showers! But what comes after the baby wave? Toddler parties? School outings? PTA moms? Soccer/sports? Graduation parties?! Eik! I'm scaring myself thinking that far ahead!
It's safe enough to say that I'm enjoying this new phase if my life and I'm sure I will enjoy the phases to follow! For now, I'll cuddle with my lil boy and send encouragement to all my fellow moms or moms-to-be!
Saturday, October 6, 2012
A Comedy of Errors
This so far is my best "I'm a new mom" story so far!
After a wonderful lunch with Alan's parents, I thought I could make a speed trip to the grocery store with Jonah while he was in a pleasant mood. So I raced down the aisles grabbing what I could and skipping what would take too long (the bread aisle was packed!). Half way through, Jonah was getting a lil fussy, so I carried him for most of the trip. It made for some awkward run-ins with people, but since he is too cute, they didn't seem to mind! After grabbing what I could, I made it to the check-out lines where everyone seemed to be taking their time and Jonah was getting more fussy. To keep him calm, I grabbed some water and put it in his bottle-- we all know how much people love a screaming baby! After filling up his bottle, I managed to spill half of the water in his car seat.
So let me recreate this picture: I'm currently trying to bounce a fussy baby on my hip, while placing groceries on the belt and doing my best to dry Jonah's car seat, when I reach for my wallet to find.... I forgot my wallet! At that moment my mom's voice popped into my head with the famous quote "The years go by so fast, but sometimes the days last forever!" I could feel the frustration come on when I thought "This is hilarious! If I was on a tv show, this moment would be the punch line!".
So, with almost a laugh, I told the clerk that I was sorry but I forgot my wallet! She did not seem to think it was as funny as I did. She proceeded to give me the rolling eyes and wonderful glare (which I would expect from someone under 30... not over 50!), followed by a "Well I don't know what we are going to do then". I just said "Well, we can either put this in a cart and I come back to pay or you can put everything up. Either way, I don't have money to pay and I'm not expecting to get anything free today." I was grateful to see the manager come up when he did and offer to do exactly what I had mention, since the clerk looked like she was about to lecture me.
With fussy baby in hand, I proudly walked out of the store with an empty cart and a wet car seat. Jonah wasn't too frilled about having a wet ride home, but he was soon put to sleep when we got home. I'm definitely going to enjoy that memory for a long time! Next time, I'll put my "I'm a new mom" shirt on... course a frantic face probably does the trick too! ;)
After a wonderful lunch with Alan's parents, I thought I could make a speed trip to the grocery store with Jonah while he was in a pleasant mood. So I raced down the aisles grabbing what I could and skipping what would take too long (the bread aisle was packed!). Half way through, Jonah was getting a lil fussy, so I carried him for most of the trip. It made for some awkward run-ins with people, but since he is too cute, they didn't seem to mind! After grabbing what I could, I made it to the check-out lines where everyone seemed to be taking their time and Jonah was getting more fussy. To keep him calm, I grabbed some water and put it in his bottle-- we all know how much people love a screaming baby! After filling up his bottle, I managed to spill half of the water in his car seat.
So let me recreate this picture: I'm currently trying to bounce a fussy baby on my hip, while placing groceries on the belt and doing my best to dry Jonah's car seat, when I reach for my wallet to find.... I forgot my wallet! At that moment my mom's voice popped into my head with the famous quote "The years go by so fast, but sometimes the days last forever!" I could feel the frustration come on when I thought "This is hilarious! If I was on a tv show, this moment would be the punch line!".
So, with almost a laugh, I told the clerk that I was sorry but I forgot my wallet! She did not seem to think it was as funny as I did. She proceeded to give me the rolling eyes and wonderful glare (which I would expect from someone under 30... not over 50!), followed by a "Well I don't know what we are going to do then". I just said "Well, we can either put this in a cart and I come back to pay or you can put everything up. Either way, I don't have money to pay and I'm not expecting to get anything free today." I was grateful to see the manager come up when he did and offer to do exactly what I had mention, since the clerk looked like she was about to lecture me.
With fussy baby in hand, I proudly walked out of the store with an empty cart and a wet car seat. Jonah wasn't too frilled about having a wet ride home, but he was soon put to sleep when we got home. I'm definitely going to enjoy that memory for a long time! Next time, I'll put my "I'm a new mom" shirt on... course a frantic face probably does the trick too! ;)
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
2 months old and loving life!
Today is Jonah's 2 month birthday! Here is a lil update:
And is as handsome as ever!
- Weighs 10lbs 9oz, 22in tall
- Wears 0-3month clothes and size 1 diapers
- Got his 3 shots and did great!
- He is in the 25% for his height & weight (up from the 4%)
- Holds his head up for longer periods of time
- Has discovered spit bubbles!
- Likes to look at his mobile or other toys
- Recognizes and follows mommy and daddy's faces
- Drinks 4-5oz of breast milk and takes 4hr naps
- Sleeps through the night (11pm-5am)!!!
And is as handsome as ever!
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| Naked Baby! |
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| What happens when you mix baby and blue paint-- not a hand print, but a cute mess! |
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Kerfuffle of Thoughts
*Sigh* Fall is sneaking around the corner and I'm loving it! I do love all seasons, but fall has a special place in my heart... and stomach! Gotta love how pumpkins make it into every food this time of year!
Work was nice the past three days. Here are some of my favorite moments:
- A patient's kid was crying and the patient told the doctor "He must have an ear infection or tummy ache or something! Why would he be crying? He has to be sick". The doctor turned, look at the patient with a straight face and said, "I believe your child has spoil-n-itis. There is no cure for that". Love our ER docs!
- It was nice having a hand full of patients that I could joke and laugh with about things. Those always make the day more pleasant.
- On my way home from my first of three, I stopped by Starbucks to get a drink because I was so worn out and needed something to help me get home! I must have looked pitiful because they gave me the drink for free! I looked at him and said "Really?! Thank you sooo much!" Not many people can appreciate a good cup of coffee besides a nurse who just got off a crazy shift after only having 4hrs of sleep!
- I stopped to pick up some candy on my last day and was hit-on by the clerk. Nice to feel like my body is slowly returning to it's original shape and glamor!
We recently took some photo's of Jonah-- Alan does such a wonderful job at taking them! Here are my favorite:
I'm already thinking of fall/october photos to take! I see pumpkins in Jonah's future!
On another note, last weekend was the Waco consignment sale and I stocked up! So we are very set on 0-3 months clothes and I'm having so much fun dressing him! I've found that I'm becoming like all those moms I used to laugh at when they would rather buy clothes for their kids than themselves... it's never depressing buying clothes for your adorable baby!
Hopefully I'll be able to start buying new clothes out of necessity because I've lost weight-- We've started on weight watchers and I'm ready to start slimming down! I want to be one of those cute outdoorsy moms that can keep up with their kids and look good doing it. It'll take some time, but hopefully by Christmas I'll be feeling more comfortable in my clothes!
Friday, September 21, 2012
Not so bad, eh?
So... I went back to work... and survived! Actually, I enjoyed being back at work more than I thought I would. It was different at first since I was going back on a day shift instead of my old night crew-- learning new faces and difference in when it's busy. The first day was hard for me emotionally, not just because I was away from my precious Jonah, but one of my patients was a teenage girl who coded and died. That's hard to deal with no matter what else is going on.
But the next two days were really good! I felt awake during the shift and the time went by quickly. I also was able to avoid being too emotional by thinking "Only __ more hours until I see Jonah again!", which is a lot more beneficial than a pity party of "I'm not holding my son right now! WAAA!".
Course, whenever I got home, I cuddled with my lil boy for about an hour until I was falling asleep! In fact, the first night when I got home-- Alan met me at the car with him and as soon as he heard my voice, he's lil eyes got so big! I felt so loved!
My husband did a wonderful job of taking care of him and I believe he would make a great babysitter for anyone-- but he refuses to change any kids diapers besides his own kid! I'm going to have to add that to the list of things my husband is great at... right next to being a dulah!
On a boobie note-- pumping at work went great! I'm very grateful to my job for having a place to pump that's somewhat cozy and not a bathroom! There is actually a lock on the door, a glider, and some home like pics! I'm thinking though of bringing up there a bulletin board so that we can put up pics of our babies! It's more enjoyable to pump when you can see the beautiful face that you are pumping for!
Even more exciting news-- Jonah is latching on without a nipple shield!! Big accomplishment! Unfortunately, sometimes he draws blood-- ouch! So, to help mom not develop a wide range of vulgar vocabulary, the lactation nurse suggested that I pump for a little bit to help the milk let down and then put him on. She noted that I might want to get his frenulum snipped to help out.... um no! I think I would rather pump and feed than do that! So we're trying the pump and latch!
I'm really not meaning this blog to be about breast feeding... but it just happens to be a big area of my life at the moment!
Uh oh, I hear a grumble from the crib! Toodles till next time!
But the next two days were really good! I felt awake during the shift and the time went by quickly. I also was able to avoid being too emotional by thinking "Only __ more hours until I see Jonah again!", which is a lot more beneficial than a pity party of "I'm not holding my son right now! WAAA!".
Course, whenever I got home, I cuddled with my lil boy for about an hour until I was falling asleep! In fact, the first night when I got home-- Alan met me at the car with him and as soon as he heard my voice, he's lil eyes got so big! I felt so loved!
My husband did a wonderful job of taking care of him and I believe he would make a great babysitter for anyone-- but he refuses to change any kids diapers besides his own kid! I'm going to have to add that to the list of things my husband is great at... right next to being a dulah!
On a boobie note-- pumping at work went great! I'm very grateful to my job for having a place to pump that's somewhat cozy and not a bathroom! There is actually a lock on the door, a glider, and some home like pics! I'm thinking though of bringing up there a bulletin board so that we can put up pics of our babies! It's more enjoyable to pump when you can see the beautiful face that you are pumping for!
Even more exciting news-- Jonah is latching on without a nipple shield!! Big accomplishment! Unfortunately, sometimes he draws blood-- ouch! So, to help mom not develop a wide range of vulgar vocabulary, the lactation nurse suggested that I pump for a little bit to help the milk let down and then put him on. She noted that I might want to get his frenulum snipped to help out.... um no! I think I would rather pump and feed than do that! So we're trying the pump and latch!
I'm really not meaning this blog to be about breast feeding... but it just happens to be a big area of my life at the moment!
Uh oh, I hear a grumble from the crib! Toodles till next time!
Sunday, September 16, 2012
Back to Work
I've been excited and dreading this day since Jonah arrived. There has been a lot of mixed emotions and discussions about me going back to work.
Part of me wants to simply not go back. But that would mean debt and welfare galore even if Alan managed to hold down 2 jobs. It's easy for me to look at other moms who get to stay home and be jealous, to question why I had to have such a good job, and why things aren't different. That's when bitterness and resentment creep in and start its deadly work in my marriage. It has been difficult to keep those two at bay.
The other part of me is excited to go back to work. To be with adults and not have a baby on my hip. I have been blessed by being able to go on days and to only work 3 days a week instead of the 5 most people endure. I've even been thinking about going back to school for my masters and become a nurse practitioner in woman and child!
All these thoughts and emotions can be overwhelming at times. That and the general feelings of insufficiency of being a mom mixed with the troubles that I've had with breastfeeding. Put that in a bowl and mix it and tell me you don't feel like a crazy!
But thank God for His blessing of my husband, who keeps me sane! It really is a blessing when I think about it. I have a great job while Alan is getting started in his career, Alan is able to watch Jonah so we don't have to use daycare, I only work 3 days a week and I enjoy my job.
As Alan says, I don't need anti depression pills, I just need gospel pills! To remember this is temporary and to take joy that I can provide for my son a wonderful life. I pray that God will continue to pull out the weeds of bitterness and cultivate a beautiful spirit of joy and humility in my heart. That I will take His gospel seriously and let it take hold of my fleeting emotions. God is ever faithful, though I am ever faithless, and ever loving, even though I am prone to hate!
Part of me wants to simply not go back. But that would mean debt and welfare galore even if Alan managed to hold down 2 jobs. It's easy for me to look at other moms who get to stay home and be jealous, to question why I had to have such a good job, and why things aren't different. That's when bitterness and resentment creep in and start its deadly work in my marriage. It has been difficult to keep those two at bay.
The other part of me is excited to go back to work. To be with adults and not have a baby on my hip. I have been blessed by being able to go on days and to only work 3 days a week instead of the 5 most people endure. I've even been thinking about going back to school for my masters and become a nurse practitioner in woman and child!
All these thoughts and emotions can be overwhelming at times. That and the general feelings of insufficiency of being a mom mixed with the troubles that I've had with breastfeeding. Put that in a bowl and mix it and tell me you don't feel like a crazy!
But thank God for His blessing of my husband, who keeps me sane! It really is a blessing when I think about it. I have a great job while Alan is getting started in his career, Alan is able to watch Jonah so we don't have to use daycare, I only work 3 days a week and I enjoy my job.
As Alan says, I don't need anti depression pills, I just need gospel pills! To remember this is temporary and to take joy that I can provide for my son a wonderful life. I pray that God will continue to pull out the weeds of bitterness and cultivate a beautiful spirit of joy and humility in my heart. That I will take His gospel seriously and let it take hold of my fleeting emotions. God is ever faithful, though I am ever faithless, and ever loving, even though I am prone to hate!
Friday, September 14, 2012
Some things just make me smile!
There are lots of things that Jonah does that makes me smile. But sometimes the people around Jonah make me smile too!
We were at the mall yesterday and Alan was getting his hair cut and I had just finished feeding Jonah. Jonah was doing fine for a few minutes until the world started caving in! He suddenly realized he was in an unfamiliar place with a bunch of weird smells and sounds. He did not approve and so voiced it. Loud enough for the whole mall to hear.
It doesn't bother me any more to hear him cry because I know what he is saying. "Mom, I have a wet diaper and I'm scared! I don't know where I am and there are all theses weird sounds and smells! I don't like it!"-- that's what I hear. However, most people hear "PANIC!!!" or at least that's what I see go across their faces!
So I causally walked over to get a drink from the pretzel shop (and I used my super woman powers to resist a pretzel). The poor kid at the cash register had this look of "why is it crying and why won't it stop?! What do I do?!", but kindly said "oh, um he seems upset." To which I replied, "Yes, we're a lil fussy today", smiled and went on into JCPenny's to find a changing station. While walking through, I could see the terror rush across peoples faces! It was like I had a rare disease or ravenous monster in the stroller! I just kept a smile across my face and made it to the changing station.
Jonah calmed down for a little bit but then picked back up with much aggression, saying "You took care of the diaper, but I still don't like where I am mommy!!" So I did my best to calm him but he was still unhappy.
Another 15 min of crying and terrorizing people at the mall until I found some warm water for him to suck on. That helped and the poor citizens of the mall were relieved. The whole situation just made me smile. I felt like I should go an consul the people that it's going to be ok... baby's cry! That's how they communicate!
On a not so happy note, my milk supply isn't picking back up after the mastitis. I've done everything that every lactation website says to do (even some weird semi-superstitious things-- it's hard finding a juju doll for myself) and I'm still having to supplement with formula. At first, I was really starting to feel like a failure as a mom. The lactation websites didn't help with their "You're going to hell if you don't breast feed!" slogans. But thanks to some wonderful, godly and supportive friends, I was brought back to reality and knowing that I'm doing everything I can to love my lil Jonah. I'll continue to breast feed until I'm dry, but it's still a lil sad that things turned out this way. But I'm not giving up on a miracle!
We were at the mall yesterday and Alan was getting his hair cut and I had just finished feeding Jonah. Jonah was doing fine for a few minutes until the world started caving in! He suddenly realized he was in an unfamiliar place with a bunch of weird smells and sounds. He did not approve and so voiced it. Loud enough for the whole mall to hear.
It doesn't bother me any more to hear him cry because I know what he is saying. "Mom, I have a wet diaper and I'm scared! I don't know where I am and there are all theses weird sounds and smells! I don't like it!"-- that's what I hear. However, most people hear "PANIC!!!" or at least that's what I see go across their faces!
So I causally walked over to get a drink from the pretzel shop (and I used my super woman powers to resist a pretzel). The poor kid at the cash register had this look of "why is it crying and why won't it stop?! What do I do?!", but kindly said "oh, um he seems upset." To which I replied, "Yes, we're a lil fussy today", smiled and went on into JCPenny's to find a changing station. While walking through, I could see the terror rush across peoples faces! It was like I had a rare disease or ravenous monster in the stroller! I just kept a smile across my face and made it to the changing station.
Jonah calmed down for a little bit but then picked back up with much aggression, saying "You took care of the diaper, but I still don't like where I am mommy!!" So I did my best to calm him but he was still unhappy.
Another 15 min of crying and terrorizing people at the mall until I found some warm water for him to suck on. That helped and the poor citizens of the mall were relieved. The whole situation just made me smile. I felt like I should go an consul the people that it's going to be ok... baby's cry! That's how they communicate!
On a not so happy note, my milk supply isn't picking back up after the mastitis. I've done everything that every lactation website says to do (even some weird semi-superstitious things-- it's hard finding a juju doll for myself) and I'm still having to supplement with formula. At first, I was really starting to feel like a failure as a mom. The lactation websites didn't help with their "You're going to hell if you don't breast feed!" slogans. But thanks to some wonderful, godly and supportive friends, I was brought back to reality and knowing that I'm doing everything I can to love my lil Jonah. I'll continue to breast feed until I'm dry, but it's still a lil sad that things turned out this way. But I'm not giving up on a miracle!
Monday, September 10, 2012
Baby, You're Worth It!
For all those moms who have stuck with breast feeding through thick and thin, you deserve an award! I thought breast feeding would be fairly simple- all you need is boobs, baby, and a pump to go back to work... Right?
Well, I'd say now that's the case if you are lucky and blessed!
Right after Jonah was born, I tried to breast feed. I was very thankful to the L&D nurse who fended off the nursery nurses long enough to let me try. I noticed quickly that there might be a problem. He couldn't seem to latch on and my nipple didn't seem to stay up. So the next day, after hours of frustration and concern, the lactation nurse noted that I had "inverted nipples" (aka not your typical mama nipples).
Since Jonah was small and my milk had not come in, she set me up on a supplemental tube and nipple shield to give him something extra to eat and latch onto. I put a pic of it below to help explain.
For those who have never nursed, I don't think you'll quite get the initial pains of latching on. My mom put it best by calling it a "toe curling" pain. And oh she was right!
After the milk came in, nursing did get easier. I was still having to use the shield but I was trying these special cups to get my nipple to stand out more. They work through the first half of my feeding, but then my nipples go back down and I need the shield.
Due to traveling and poor timing, I let myself become engorged one too many times and now I have mastitis. What I thought hurt before pales in comparison to the pain now when he latches on. So I'm stuck in bed, trying to feed every 2 hrs (we had been on a wonderful 4 hr schedule), crying when we feed, and having to supplement again with formula since this has cut into my milk supply!
To say the least, I've thought long and hard about formula! But, even though it can very painful and socially inconvenient (and very difficult to do with a nipple shield even with the nursing cover-- the awkward stares from guys don't help either), I have to look at my precious baby boy and know that he is worth it all! If this makes him healthier and happier, you better believe I'll try until I can't! Plus, I've been told it gets easier-- so why suffer and then stop right before it gets better?! A happier momma and baby soon to come!
P.S. for all future moms who are considering breastfeeding, don't let my situation scare you! My scenario is not the norm!
Well, I'd say now that's the case if you are lucky and blessed!
Right after Jonah was born, I tried to breast feed. I was very thankful to the L&D nurse who fended off the nursery nurses long enough to let me try. I noticed quickly that there might be a problem. He couldn't seem to latch on and my nipple didn't seem to stay up. So the next day, after hours of frustration and concern, the lactation nurse noted that I had "inverted nipples" (aka not your typical mama nipples).
Since Jonah was small and my milk had not come in, she set me up on a supplemental tube and nipple shield to give him something extra to eat and latch onto. I put a pic of it below to help explain.
For those who have never nursed, I don't think you'll quite get the initial pains of latching on. My mom put it best by calling it a "toe curling" pain. And oh she was right!
After the milk came in, nursing did get easier. I was still having to use the shield but I was trying these special cups to get my nipple to stand out more. They work through the first half of my feeding, but then my nipples go back down and I need the shield.
Due to traveling and poor timing, I let myself become engorged one too many times and now I have mastitis. What I thought hurt before pales in comparison to the pain now when he latches on. So I'm stuck in bed, trying to feed every 2 hrs (we had been on a wonderful 4 hr schedule), crying when we feed, and having to supplement again with formula since this has cut into my milk supply!
To say the least, I've thought long and hard about formula! But, even though it can very painful and socially inconvenient (and very difficult to do with a nipple shield even with the nursing cover-- the awkward stares from guys don't help either), I have to look at my precious baby boy and know that he is worth it all! If this makes him healthier and happier, you better believe I'll try until I can't! Plus, I've been told it gets easier-- so why suffer and then stop right before it gets better?! A happier momma and baby soon to come!
P.S. for all future moms who are considering breastfeeding, don't let my situation scare you! My scenario is not the norm!
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Lessons learned
* As soon as you change a diaper, be prepared for the poopy!
*If you like your outfit, it will get spit up on it!
*Pee-pee goes down in the diaper.
*Difference between those used to babies and those not: the panic face vs the calm talk when baby cries.
*2 cups of coffee after 9months of little to no caffeine = major caffeine buzz and dizziness!
*Shaved legs are overrated!
*Babies just get rashes. "The wind will blow wrong and he'll get a rash!" -Dr. Clark
*A nurse giving Jonah a bath vs Grandma = about 30 difference!
*How such a small thing can produce so much poop is either terrifying or amazing!
*Being out burped by your baby.
*learning to view stretch marks as battle scars!
*Boobs turn rock hard when you miss a feeding/pump!
*How such a little thing can bring so much joy and love!
*If you like your outfit, it will get spit up on it!
*Pee-pee goes down in the diaper.
*Difference between those used to babies and those not: the panic face vs the calm talk when baby cries.
*2 cups of coffee after 9months of little to no caffeine = major caffeine buzz and dizziness!
*Shaved legs are overrated!
*Babies just get rashes. "The wind will blow wrong and he'll get a rash!" -Dr. Clark
*A nurse giving Jonah a bath vs Grandma = about 30 difference!
*How such a small thing can produce so much poop is either terrifying or amazing!
*Being out burped by your baby.
*learning to view stretch marks as battle scars!
*Boobs turn rock hard when you miss a feeding/pump!
*How such a little thing can bring so much joy and love!
Friday, August 17, 2012
Thoughts, Hopes and Fears of a New Mom
Thoughts:
Why don't I have a six pack after 12hrs of labor?
Perfect present for new parents: diapers and 5hr energy drinks!
How amazing taking a shower can feel and make you feel like a person again!
Never thought I'd be able to feel my breast "refill" after a feeding.
How victorious I feel after getting a fussy baby to sleep!
Amazed that I feel awake and ready to go after so little sleep.
Hopes:
That Jonah will grow up loving Jesus and his family.
He will excel at everything he wants to do.
He will love his mama!
Fears:
Am I doing ______ right?!
I will never have a waist again.
His life will be filled with troubles.
I will be an overbearing mom.
It can be easy while sitting alone with Jonah to get lost in worries. It takes continued reminding myself of the gospel and who Christ is to not fall into the darkness of fear. So glad my future does not rest in my hands, but in His!
Why don't I have a six pack after 12hrs of labor?
Perfect present for new parents: diapers and 5hr energy drinks!
How amazing taking a shower can feel and make you feel like a person again!
Never thought I'd be able to feel my breast "refill" after a feeding.
How victorious I feel after getting a fussy baby to sleep!
Amazed that I feel awake and ready to go after so little sleep.
Hopes:
That Jonah will grow up loving Jesus and his family.
He will excel at everything he wants to do.
He will love his mama!
Fears:
Am I doing ______ right?!
I will never have a waist again.
His life will be filled with troubles.
I will be an overbearing mom.
It can be easy while sitting alone with Jonah to get lost in worries. It takes continued reminding myself of the gospel and who Christ is to not fall into the darkness of fear. So glad my future does not rest in my hands, but in His!
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Hospital Days
After giving birth to Jonah, I had the privilege of spending 5 days in the hospital with him! Trust me, by the time we left... we were READY to go home!
The first few hours after delivery were a bit of a blur filled with people moving me cuz my legs are still numb, changing rooms, getting Jonah from the nursery, trying to breast feed, and saying hi to everyone. Jonah had to be whisked off to the nursery at first for sugar checks because he was so small and then had them every 3 hrs for the first 24hrs. That first night wasn't too bad because I wasn't afraid to send him to the nursery while we slept in between his feedings. It was still pretty odd to feel my stomach and it not be hard! After all those contractions I was hoping to have a nice six pack forming but instead just got a nice little pudge.
That first morning was filled with several different nurses and doctors coming in. I was still trying to breast feed at this time but having a hard time with it. So, while waiting to hear from the lactation nurse, we started supplementing with formula since we didn't want him to lose too much weight. Families started trickling in around 11am, wanting a glimpse and a chance to hold our handsome boy. This was all fine and good till around 4pm. Thats when I really started to feel the sleep deprivation and stress of all the newness. So, I did my best to say in a polite way, "get out!", which I believe everyone understood. We still hadn't heard from the lactation nurse and I was getting pretty stressed about making sure Jonah was getting enough food. After having everyone page her and talking to a nursing instructor (who happened to be a lactation nurse on the side), we finally got some help. She worked out an interesting supplemental drip tube to go along with breast feeding until my milk came in. I also started manually pumping to encourage things to get started. With all this, the idea of sleep was starting to fade-- 40min breast feeding + 40min pumping + 15min cleaning supplies + random vital and blood draws throughout the day = leaving me about 45min-1hr of sleep.
Day 2-- Alan had to leave to take an exam for getting hired with the police dept, leaving me by myself. I quickly called mom to just come and help. Also, they rolled Jonah in with a bili blanket that morning saying his levels were too high. The ob/gyn doc said everything was looking great with me and would be discharging me home. However, the pedi doc said that Jonah was going to have to stay in the hospital due to his high bili levels and his low weight (he had dropped to 4.14 at this time). So they worked it out at that I could stay as the parent taking care of Jonah, instead of them putting him in the nursery. This morning, a new lactation nurse came in and helped some more. She ended up being such a stress relief and an amazing support for the rest of our stay (she definitely made me consider a career change)!
I discovered this day how amazing a shower can be! I just kept singing to myself "To be human again, to be human again" from Beauty and the Beast.
The next few days blur together of Jonah getting poked and the doctor saying he needs to stay longer. It worked out nice because we were able to get more help from the lactation nurse and had plenty of people to ask all the new parent questions that came to mind! It was interesting, but I believe my favorite nurses throughout our stay would be those on night shift. I'm really not partial to one shift or another (even though I work nights), but I believe the nurses that work nights tend to be a little more realistic and down to earth. One was sweet enough that she brought Jonah a blanket and a teddy bear cuz she felt bad that she had called him a girl by accident!
Random side note: I find that almost everyone calls new babies girls. All the books I've read and several people that see Jonah all refer to him as a girl. Not sure why, but just noticed that!
When we finally got to go home, we were basically racing for the door! We still had to get Jonah checked by the doctor for his bili levels, but it was nice to sleep in our own bed.
The first few hours after delivery were a bit of a blur filled with people moving me cuz my legs are still numb, changing rooms, getting Jonah from the nursery, trying to breast feed, and saying hi to everyone. Jonah had to be whisked off to the nursery at first for sugar checks because he was so small and then had them every 3 hrs for the first 24hrs. That first night wasn't too bad because I wasn't afraid to send him to the nursery while we slept in between his feedings. It was still pretty odd to feel my stomach and it not be hard! After all those contractions I was hoping to have a nice six pack forming but instead just got a nice little pudge.
That first morning was filled with several different nurses and doctors coming in. I was still trying to breast feed at this time but having a hard time with it. So, while waiting to hear from the lactation nurse, we started supplementing with formula since we didn't want him to lose too much weight. Families started trickling in around 11am, wanting a glimpse and a chance to hold our handsome boy. This was all fine and good till around 4pm. Thats when I really started to feel the sleep deprivation and stress of all the newness. So, I did my best to say in a polite way, "get out!", which I believe everyone understood. We still hadn't heard from the lactation nurse and I was getting pretty stressed about making sure Jonah was getting enough food. After having everyone page her and talking to a nursing instructor (who happened to be a lactation nurse on the side), we finally got some help. She worked out an interesting supplemental drip tube to go along with breast feeding until my milk came in. I also started manually pumping to encourage things to get started. With all this, the idea of sleep was starting to fade-- 40min breast feeding + 40min pumping + 15min cleaning supplies + random vital and blood draws throughout the day = leaving me about 45min-1hr of sleep.
Day 2-- Alan had to leave to take an exam for getting hired with the police dept, leaving me by myself. I quickly called mom to just come and help. Also, they rolled Jonah in with a bili blanket that morning saying his levels were too high. The ob/gyn doc said everything was looking great with me and would be discharging me home. However, the pedi doc said that Jonah was going to have to stay in the hospital due to his high bili levels and his low weight (he had dropped to 4.14 at this time). So they worked it out at that I could stay as the parent taking care of Jonah, instead of them putting him in the nursery. This morning, a new lactation nurse came in and helped some more. She ended up being such a stress relief and an amazing support for the rest of our stay (she definitely made me consider a career change)!
I discovered this day how amazing a shower can be! I just kept singing to myself "To be human again, to be human again" from Beauty and the Beast.
The next few days blur together of Jonah getting poked and the doctor saying he needs to stay longer. It worked out nice because we were able to get more help from the lactation nurse and had plenty of people to ask all the new parent questions that came to mind! It was interesting, but I believe my favorite nurses throughout our stay would be those on night shift. I'm really not partial to one shift or another (even though I work nights), but I believe the nurses that work nights tend to be a little more realistic and down to earth. One was sweet enough that she brought Jonah a blanket and a teddy bear cuz she felt bad that she had called him a girl by accident!
Random side note: I find that almost everyone calls new babies girls. All the books I've read and several people that see Jonah all refer to him as a girl. Not sure why, but just noticed that!
When we finally got to go home, we were basically racing for the door! We still had to get Jonah checked by the doctor for his bili levels, but it was nice to sleep in our own bed.
Thursday, August 9, 2012
Jonah's Birth Story
Thursday, August 2, 2012
5:35am- Woken up out of sleep by a contraction after only going to bed 2hrs before. I noticed these were stronger than my Braxton hicks, so I started counting them.
6:30am- woke Alan up to tell him contractions have been 5 min apart and trending toward 4min. This is the real thing. Went ahead and packed bags and had some breakfast.
8am- arrive at Hillcrest Medical center. One nurse says "you're back!" since I had come in to get checked just 2 days before. Doc laughed and said I just wanted to see her every day this week since I had seen her twice already! Doc checks me and I'm 5cm dilated, 80% effaced and my water was broke (I thought I might of just had an accident after a contraction)! Called the parents, some friends, and work since I was supposed to work that night (I had been saying all week that I just needed to go into labor before 5pm on thurs so that I could call-in instead of having to leave work and drive 40min back to Waco).
11:30- 100% effaced and dilated to 6cm. On the birthing ball with the support of Alan and in "the zone". Strictly focused on relaxing and breathing through contractions, which are about 2min apart. The nurse said she was so impressed with how quiet and calm our room was-- she asked if we had taken classes or something! Nope, just letting my body do it's thing.
2:30- 7cm dilated and starting to transition. Contractions are 1min apart and my body is starting to get pretty shaky. Having some nausea and vomiting with the stronger contractions. Still on the birthing ball with Alan being an amazing support.
4pm- Still 7cm dilated and contractions are 30sec apart. Had to get off the birthing ball because I was getting to shaky and weak to stay on, even with Alan's support. Doctor wants to give me an epidural because I was more and more shaky and having a difficult time relaxing. I still requested to go natural.
4:30pm- Ended up with an epidural. I was pretty sad that I didn't end up going all natural, but the doctor said because I had held off for so long getting one, there was no way they would put me on pitocin (which I really really didn't want). At this time, I was already shaky, but the epidural made me vibrate basically! I had to keep convincing everyone that I was warm enough. Now that I was more relaxed, we had more people in the room. Which I still think is funny that everyone wants to come and stare at me while I'm in a hospital gown, having contractions and about to give birth.
5pm- 10cm dilated! The epidural allowed me to relax enough to get to 10. Doctor reposition me so that Jonah would come down a little bit more before we push.
5:30- Everyone is kicked out of the room except Alan and mom. Doctor and everyone is set up to go!
5:39- 12hrs of labor and three contractions later and we have a Baby Boy! Weighing 5lbs 1oz, 18inches long, and wide eyed! I was so shocked to see him when he came out, my first reaction was to just reach and hold his little hand! Doctor was super quick and removed the umbilical cord that had wrapped around his head twice, but fortunately it had not affected him. Alan was able to cut the cord and Jonah was placed on my chest right after birth. Alan was an amazing support and encouragement throughout the entire labor. We both had tears of joy when we saw our little boy! Such an incredible experience! I do believe now in love at first sight! I wasn't sure how I would feel and I honestly don't think I could ever put words the overwhelming amount of emotions that collide together in one very miraculous moment.
Wow, I'm a mother! What a Joy!
5:35am- Woken up out of sleep by a contraction after only going to bed 2hrs before. I noticed these were stronger than my Braxton hicks, so I started counting them.
6:30am- woke Alan up to tell him contractions have been 5 min apart and trending toward 4min. This is the real thing. Went ahead and packed bags and had some breakfast.
8am- arrive at Hillcrest Medical center. One nurse says "you're back!" since I had come in to get checked just 2 days before. Doc laughed and said I just wanted to see her every day this week since I had seen her twice already! Doc checks me and I'm 5cm dilated, 80% effaced and my water was broke (I thought I might of just had an accident after a contraction)! Called the parents, some friends, and work since I was supposed to work that night (I had been saying all week that I just needed to go into labor before 5pm on thurs so that I could call-in instead of having to leave work and drive 40min back to Waco).
11:30- 100% effaced and dilated to 6cm. On the birthing ball with the support of Alan and in "the zone". Strictly focused on relaxing and breathing through contractions, which are about 2min apart. The nurse said she was so impressed with how quiet and calm our room was-- she asked if we had taken classes or something! Nope, just letting my body do it's thing.
2:30- 7cm dilated and starting to transition. Contractions are 1min apart and my body is starting to get pretty shaky. Having some nausea and vomiting with the stronger contractions. Still on the birthing ball with Alan being an amazing support.
4pm- Still 7cm dilated and contractions are 30sec apart. Had to get off the birthing ball because I was getting to shaky and weak to stay on, even with Alan's support. Doctor wants to give me an epidural because I was more and more shaky and having a difficult time relaxing. I still requested to go natural.
4:30pm- Ended up with an epidural. I was pretty sad that I didn't end up going all natural, but the doctor said because I had held off for so long getting one, there was no way they would put me on pitocin (which I really really didn't want). At this time, I was already shaky, but the epidural made me vibrate basically! I had to keep convincing everyone that I was warm enough. Now that I was more relaxed, we had more people in the room. Which I still think is funny that everyone wants to come and stare at me while I'm in a hospital gown, having contractions and about to give birth.
5pm- 10cm dilated! The epidural allowed me to relax enough to get to 10. Doctor reposition me so that Jonah would come down a little bit more before we push.
5:30- Everyone is kicked out of the room except Alan and mom. Doctor and everyone is set up to go!
5:39- 12hrs of labor and three contractions later and we have a Baby Boy! Weighing 5lbs 1oz, 18inches long, and wide eyed! I was so shocked to see him when he came out, my first reaction was to just reach and hold his little hand! Doctor was super quick and removed the umbilical cord that had wrapped around his head twice, but fortunately it had not affected him. Alan was able to cut the cord and Jonah was placed on my chest right after birth. Alan was an amazing support and encouragement throughout the entire labor. We both had tears of joy when we saw our little boy! Such an incredible experience! I do believe now in love at first sight! I wasn't sure how I would feel and I honestly don't think I could ever put words the overwhelming amount of emotions that collide together in one very miraculous moment.
Wow, I'm a mother! What a Joy!
A moment before there was three!
Alan cutting the cord!
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Check list complete!
Room set up- check
Labor bag packed- check
Car seat installed- check
... now what?! I guess that would be to get emotionally ready. But how do you do that? I don't think it's entirely possible.
The one thing that is starting to bug me more and more are the comments I get when asked if I'm going to get an epidural. The answer is no.... actually hell no! I understand I do not get a medal for going through labor without one, I understand and am anticipating the pain I will endure, and I understand that "most" woman get them. But I also understand the side effects of an epidural and potential harmful lasting effects, I understand that evidence based research (aka the best kind) all point to how epidurals increase the rate of complication + slow labor= C-section, and yes, I understand it will hurt. It's freaking labor... what else is it going to feel like! I may not be an L & D nurse, but I did spend a semester studying pregnancy and child birth. I understand how "it all works" and am quite prepared to work with my body in delivering our baby boy. I'm going to do this because it's the best thing for my son and my family and myself. I appreciate that other mom's have delivered with an epidural and everything went fine, but that's not going to be my story. I'm not some super human because I want a natural child birth, I'm just a woman among millions of women throughout history who have given birth without an epidural.
There, I feel better now that I've said it!
On another note-- here's some cute photos of baby Jonah's room!
Labor bag packed- check
Car seat installed- check
... now what?! I guess that would be to get emotionally ready. But how do you do that? I don't think it's entirely possible.
The one thing that is starting to bug me more and more are the comments I get when asked if I'm going to get an epidural. The answer is no.... actually hell no! I understand I do not get a medal for going through labor without one, I understand and am anticipating the pain I will endure, and I understand that "most" woman get them. But I also understand the side effects of an epidural and potential harmful lasting effects, I understand that evidence based research (aka the best kind) all point to how epidurals increase the rate of complication + slow labor= C-section, and yes, I understand it will hurt. It's freaking labor... what else is it going to feel like! I may not be an L & D nurse, but I did spend a semester studying pregnancy and child birth. I understand how "it all works" and am quite prepared to work with my body in delivering our baby boy. I'm going to do this because it's the best thing for my son and my family and myself. I appreciate that other mom's have delivered with an epidural and everything went fine, but that's not going to be my story. I'm not some super human because I want a natural child birth, I'm just a woman among millions of women throughout history who have given birth without an epidural.
There, I feel better now that I've said it!
On another note-- here's some cute photos of baby Jonah's room!
Saturday, July 28, 2012
"Any day now!"
And that's where we are at! Had an amazing baby shower this past Sunday that my sister and mother in law hosted- super cute little man themed party filled with ties, mustaches, and daisies! We were incredibly blessed with everything we needed and some very nice comforts!
Monday doc said I was dilated to 3.5 and 40% effaced. Had to go home early on thursday night from work because I was so exhausted from having contractions while working! One patient asked why my hands were shaking- well, maybe I'm having a contraction! Course they never regulated out, but my doc had me come in for an evaluation just to check. Everything was fine and I'm now 60% effaced! I was pretty embarrassed that I came in but my doc said not to worry cuz when she was a 3rd year resident she got checked all the time, and it was her third kid! I have to say I have an amazing ob/gyn! Even Alan was asking if she could be our primary doc!
Was so worn out from getting things ready and working extra this week, I had to call in for Friday, which my body took advantage of and slept 13 hours straight followed by several naps today! I keep thinking "why am I so tired?" and then I remember, oh ya, I'm 9 months pregnant!
The summer heat hasn't been too bad simply because I've been avoiding the heat! I step outside and my feet instantly start swelling followed by a bunch of Braxton hicks! Simply looking forward to going on walks with baby here soon!
So with the doc thinking I'll go anytime and most likely next weekend, I'm doing my best to sleep and spend time with hubby as much as possible! I'm nervous about this big new life change- how will he be, how will we do as parents, how our lives will change- but at the same I'm so very excited and filled with joy at this amazing blessing that is about to happen! Makes me think to Hannah and her prayers for a child and unbelievable joy and gratitude to God when she was blessed with children. I'm so very excited! Yup, it beats the nerves!
Monday doc said I was dilated to 3.5 and 40% effaced. Had to go home early on thursday night from work because I was so exhausted from having contractions while working! One patient asked why my hands were shaking- well, maybe I'm having a contraction! Course they never regulated out, but my doc had me come in for an evaluation just to check. Everything was fine and I'm now 60% effaced! I was pretty embarrassed that I came in but my doc said not to worry cuz when she was a 3rd year resident she got checked all the time, and it was her third kid! I have to say I have an amazing ob/gyn! Even Alan was asking if she could be our primary doc!
Was so worn out from getting things ready and working extra this week, I had to call in for Friday, which my body took advantage of and slept 13 hours straight followed by several naps today! I keep thinking "why am I so tired?" and then I remember, oh ya, I'm 9 months pregnant!
The summer heat hasn't been too bad simply because I've been avoiding the heat! I step outside and my feet instantly start swelling followed by a bunch of Braxton hicks! Simply looking forward to going on walks with baby here soon!
So with the doc thinking I'll go anytime and most likely next weekend, I'm doing my best to sleep and spend time with hubby as much as possible! I'm nervous about this big new life change- how will he be, how will we do as parents, how our lives will change- but at the same I'm so very excited and filled with joy at this amazing blessing that is about to happen! Makes me think to Hannah and her prayers for a child and unbelievable joy and gratitude to God when she was blessed with children. I'm so very excited! Yup, it beats the nerves!
Friday, July 20, 2012
2cm and counting!
Wow, I really don't mean for time to go that fast in between posting, but it sure has! I was so super blessed last weekend at my shower up in Tyler! I loved getting to seeing everyone again and was blown away at all the gifts! My aunt made a commit of how many people came to my shower when I don't even live in the town or go to the church any more-- and I have to agree that Alan and I are supremely blessed with a church family that loves us from afar!
My mother, of course, had a super cute set up filled with gourmet cupcakes and dangling sugar cookies. I tell her all the time she needs to be on pinterest! My two bestest girls, brentany and jessi, also worked so hard getting things set up. My mom laughed at all our conversations of what it's like to be pregnant and all the crazy things that happen to your body-- she's slowly realizing that we're a very open group of friends! I do think I might have deterred brentany a little longer from wanting kids after I brought up the cervix checks and group b strep test! Sorry daniel!
I think people at work are still waiting for my belly to pop out more and most still think I'm 6 months pregnant because I'm small! But after wednesday, I think the rumor mill has caught them up! I was working and started having really bad cramping and lower pelvis pain, like a really bad menstrual cycle. Then I had some spotting. Well, I had been keeping my charge nurse up to date and she offered for me to go home early, which I greatly appreciated because my body just needed a rest.
I went ahead and called my doctors office in the morning and they had me come in to just get checked out. My actual ob/gyn was off on vaca, but the doctor that saw me back in june with my lil scare was the same one to see me again! Well, Jonah was a champ on the monitor with perfect heart beat patterns and 38 kicks in 20 minutes! Not only that, but the doctor said I was already dilated to 2cm and believes that I can expect to go into labor in about 2-3 weeks! He also said my favorite phrase of the week of "And I think you will probably have an easier labor than most since you are dilating so well"! The hallelujah course started going off in my head!
The doctor said everything was fine for me to go back to work, so I did that night. Course when I got there, everyone was like "I thought you went into labor"! I even ended up seeing one of the patients I had taken care of the night before and she thought I had gone into labor too! No labor yet! But I'm hoping with working and maybe picking up a few extra shifts, I'll work that cervix into shape!
Now I have one more shower this weekend here in Waco and I'm so excited about it! So it's time for me to clean my room and get everything ready! Alan was a little freaked out my the dilation and now is ready to start packing the hospital bags and understands why I want things set up already (I've had a feeling that Jonah was going to come early my entire pregnancy)! So here we are in the final stretch! I have another doctors app. on monday and will keep everyone updated!
My mother, of course, had a super cute set up filled with gourmet cupcakes and dangling sugar cookies. I tell her all the time she needs to be on pinterest! My two bestest girls, brentany and jessi, also worked so hard getting things set up. My mom laughed at all our conversations of what it's like to be pregnant and all the crazy things that happen to your body-- she's slowly realizing that we're a very open group of friends! I do think I might have deterred brentany a little longer from wanting kids after I brought up the cervix checks and group b strep test! Sorry daniel!
I think people at work are still waiting for my belly to pop out more and most still think I'm 6 months pregnant because I'm small! But after wednesday, I think the rumor mill has caught them up! I was working and started having really bad cramping and lower pelvis pain, like a really bad menstrual cycle. Then I had some spotting. Well, I had been keeping my charge nurse up to date and she offered for me to go home early, which I greatly appreciated because my body just needed a rest.
I went ahead and called my doctors office in the morning and they had me come in to just get checked out. My actual ob/gyn was off on vaca, but the doctor that saw me back in june with my lil scare was the same one to see me again! Well, Jonah was a champ on the monitor with perfect heart beat patterns and 38 kicks in 20 minutes! Not only that, but the doctor said I was already dilated to 2cm and believes that I can expect to go into labor in about 2-3 weeks! He also said my favorite phrase of the week of "And I think you will probably have an easier labor than most since you are dilating so well"! The hallelujah course started going off in my head!
The doctor said everything was fine for me to go back to work, so I did that night. Course when I got there, everyone was like "I thought you went into labor"! I even ended up seeing one of the patients I had taken care of the night before and she thought I had gone into labor too! No labor yet! But I'm hoping with working and maybe picking up a few extra shifts, I'll work that cervix into shape!
Now I have one more shower this weekend here in Waco and I'm so excited about it! So it's time for me to clean my room and get everything ready! Alan was a little freaked out my the dilation and now is ready to start packing the hospital bags and understands why I want things set up already (I've had a feeling that Jonah was going to come early my entire pregnancy)! So here we are in the final stretch! I have another doctors app. on monday and will keep everyone updated!
Thursday, June 28, 2012
A night to remember!
On Tuesday, we celebrated our 2 year anniversary!
The day started late due to running errands and the fact that we like to sleep in! Finally, around 5ish, we went over to the local arboretum to take some photos. It was pretty hot and after about 20min, we had to call the photo shoot cuz we were both sweating pretty bad. Jump in the car to see the temperature outside was 106! No wonder we were warm!
We wanted to make out stay-cation somewhat romantic, so we went to our hotel room to cool down, change and head off to dinner. Enjoyed our mexican food followed by a movie. It was going wonderfully and we were heading back to the hotel when I noticed I was having somewhat frequent contractions. Now, I have the contractions occasionally and that's normal (they don't hurt-- just my uterus prepping for it's big show), but I kept having them. So we got back to the hotel and I was just trying to lay down and drink some water to relax. But after 5 painful contractions in a row, with low back pain and pelvis pressure, we decided to call the doctor!
I have to say, I love my ob/gyn clinic! I just had to call a pager, leave my number, and within 2 minutes, I was talking directly to the on call doctor. He said to come on in to get checked out, so at 12:30 am we drive over to the hospital and pray that we won't need to be calling any relatives anytime soon! Checked in and went right to an actual room because all the triage rooms were full. That was kinda nice because I hadn't been able to go to a tour of the department yet! I was gowned up, hooked up and watching the monitor. After 45min, the doctor came in and checked my uterus to find it still closed! YAY! We were both relieved and the doctor encouraged us to rest and keep an eye out for more intense labor along with discharge.
So at about 2:30am, we got back to our hotel and enjoyed the rest of the night! Things didn't quite go as planned, but it sure made for a rememberable night!
The day started late due to running errands and the fact that we like to sleep in! Finally, around 5ish, we went over to the local arboretum to take some photos. It was pretty hot and after about 20min, we had to call the photo shoot cuz we were both sweating pretty bad. Jump in the car to see the temperature outside was 106! No wonder we were warm!
We wanted to make out stay-cation somewhat romantic, so we went to our hotel room to cool down, change and head off to dinner. Enjoyed our mexican food followed by a movie. It was going wonderfully and we were heading back to the hotel when I noticed I was having somewhat frequent contractions. Now, I have the contractions occasionally and that's normal (they don't hurt-- just my uterus prepping for it's big show), but I kept having them. So we got back to the hotel and I was just trying to lay down and drink some water to relax. But after 5 painful contractions in a row, with low back pain and pelvis pressure, we decided to call the doctor!
I have to say, I love my ob/gyn clinic! I just had to call a pager, leave my number, and within 2 minutes, I was talking directly to the on call doctor. He said to come on in to get checked out, so at 12:30 am we drive over to the hospital and pray that we won't need to be calling any relatives anytime soon! Checked in and went right to an actual room because all the triage rooms were full. That was kinda nice because I hadn't been able to go to a tour of the department yet! I was gowned up, hooked up and watching the monitor. After 45min, the doctor came in and checked my uterus to find it still closed! YAY! We were both relieved and the doctor encouraged us to rest and keep an eye out for more intense labor along with discharge.
So at about 2:30am, we got back to our hotel and enjoyed the rest of the night! Things didn't quite go as planned, but it sure made for a rememberable night!
Sunday, June 24, 2012
What I've Learned So Far While Being Pregnant
After talking with several women and watching "What To Expect When You're Expecting" (cute movie by the way), I'd have to say I've had a fairly easy pregnancy. But through this, I've picked up on some interesting facts that books and some websites forget to inform mom's to be. Here is my list:
- Men are scared of the Belly: Most guys really are interested/freaked-out by the bump! They want to touch it, but are to afraid to ask. They also want to make a commit, but after being told all their lives to never commit on a woman's body, they normally take the safer route and stay silent. They are also a little freaked out by any sudden grabbing of the belly or moan-- I believe most have some image of a baby popping out and realizing they have no idea of what to do.
- To help: If a guy looks interested, verbally tell him it's ok to touch the belly and let him know what he is feeling! Most have really appreciated it. Don't be hurt is a guy friend or even dad never makes a commit on your belly size. Just know he notices but want's you're happiness more than his commits to be voiced. And always be ready to reassure a guy if you have any pain that the baby is not about to pop out and let him know what you need (they also get to feel like a hero if they can save a pregnant woman from some inconvenience).
- Men become Super Hero's Around Pregnant Women: Instead of occasionally getting a door opened for me, it's become every time and quite dramatic too! It's not "Oh ya, here's the door", it's more like "Let me get the Door for You, Oh Woman with Child!". And there is no more carrying anything around a guy! I may lift, pull, carry, hold down patients all day, but when it comes to carrying a box to my car that weighs about 3 lbs, I don't normally make it a few feet without it being ripped out my hands and carried with pride by the nearest guy.
- To help: Let them be super hero's! Let them open the doors, carry the boxes and offer up seats. You may not think you "need" it, but they need to manly ego boost. Also, they kinda feel like a giant jerk if they don't do something to help a pregnant woman.
- People are Watching You: Especially when you are getting rounder, there are more and more eyes on that wonderful bump. So you can either be nervous or have a little fun! If someone near you is watching you, waddle by them, suddenly grab your belly and let out a moan! The facial expressions are priceless!
- To Help: Have fun with the attention! Plus, you're going to have even more eyes on you and your new little one in a few weeks anyways!
- People are more shy: I was always warned to expect random people coming up to me and touching my belly. Not having a "bubble", I really didn't care if that happened. But now being 8months pregnant, I still get asked if I'm pregnant! Or people awkwardly stare at my belly wondering if they should ask!
- To Help: Just let people know! I've got this great necklace that says "Due in August" and it really helps clarify! Or I'll just bring it up in conversation so they don't feel so nervous.
- Your Body is Not Your Own: Probably not a shocker to most, but it still catches me by surprise that I can't quite do everything that I want to do! I may have had a chill day and feel like I get enough sleep, but the next my body rebells with dizzy spells and mega water craving! I'm like "oh I want to go do this", while my body says "oh no you won't! Nap time for you!".
- To Help: Don't try to resist. There is a small human inside of you and it takes a bit of work to grow one! Plus, your body won't be your own in a few weeks anyways!
These are just some of the top things so far! I'm sure there will be more in the next 2 months!
Thursday, June 14, 2012
10 weeks and counting!
That's right! I'm in the final bouts of this wonderful pregnancy! I honestly can't really complain very much about being pregnant-- I've probably had one of the easier ones from what I've seen or heard!
Speaking of what I've heard, people say the funniest things when it comes to pregnancy! Or even just do funny things. I've been told "You're all belly" (whatever that means!), "Wow, you're 7 months? You look good!" (am I supposed to be a slobbering mess at this time?), "Hmm, you're 7 months? You look so small for 7 months." (well the doc is measuring me at 32 weeks so I'm fine!), "Are you going to work until you deliver? Is that really safe?" (umm I don't know. Is working a top level hospital with the one of the most advanced NICU and Labor & Delivery departments safe? Yes! I just have to hop a ride in a wheelchair upstairs!), "Oh wow, how are you surviving this heat?!" (Well, I drink water and don't do any strenuous activities outside. There is also this new invention called air-conditioning!). One of my favorite moments was when I went and saw "What to expect when you're expecting" movie. There was a group of ladies in the bathroom talking about the movie, pregnancy, and babies. When I came out of one of the stalls, they all went silent and just starred. I kinda felt like I should have said "Ta-da"! I really don't get put out by any of the silly comments. In fact, they just make me smile!
Baby update: He's been kicking, turning and hiccuping like crazy here lately! I don't think I'll have to worry about kick counts being low on this fella! I am measuring at 32 weeks and his heart rate has been perfect. Stretching pains are at an all time low (nice lil break) and I'm just getting more and more excited!
Family update: My grandpa just had a heart cath and found out he needs bypass surgery. I'm super grateful that the doc talked him into doing the cath! Will be praying for him this coming tuesday along with a good recovery!
Now to figure out what to get hubby for fathers day! I think he will need at least one tacky t-shirt! ;)
Speaking of what I've heard, people say the funniest things when it comes to pregnancy! Or even just do funny things. I've been told "You're all belly" (whatever that means!), "Wow, you're 7 months? You look good!" (am I supposed to be a slobbering mess at this time?), "Hmm, you're 7 months? You look so small for 7 months." (well the doc is measuring me at 32 weeks so I'm fine!), "Are you going to work until you deliver? Is that really safe?" (umm I don't know. Is working a top level hospital with the one of the most advanced NICU and Labor & Delivery departments safe? Yes! I just have to hop a ride in a wheelchair upstairs!), "Oh wow, how are you surviving this heat?!" (Well, I drink water and don't do any strenuous activities outside. There is also this new invention called air-conditioning!). One of my favorite moments was when I went and saw "What to expect when you're expecting" movie. There was a group of ladies in the bathroom talking about the movie, pregnancy, and babies. When I came out of one of the stalls, they all went silent and just starred. I kinda felt like I should have said "Ta-da"! I really don't get put out by any of the silly comments. In fact, they just make me smile!
Baby update: He's been kicking, turning and hiccuping like crazy here lately! I don't think I'll have to worry about kick counts being low on this fella! I am measuring at 32 weeks and his heart rate has been perfect. Stretching pains are at an all time low (nice lil break) and I'm just getting more and more excited!
Family update: My grandpa just had a heart cath and found out he needs bypass surgery. I'm super grateful that the doc talked him into doing the cath! Will be praying for him this coming tuesday along with a good recovery!
Now to figure out what to get hubby for fathers day! I think he will need at least one tacky t-shirt! ;)
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
First Mother's Day, plus other goodies!
This sunday was so much fun! I got home from work at 8am and saw my sister-in-law's husband working on a gift for her. Honestly, I got a little sad and pouty till I walked into my room! Alan had set up the baby dresser and on top where 4 supper cute baby outfits, a pair of baby penny loafers (which I know are unnecessary, but sooo cute), newborn swaddler with cap & rattle, bouquet of flowers, and a gift card for a pedicure! I stopped pouting and pounced on my dear hubby to give a hug... which would have worked if my hubby wasn't dead asleep and immediately reacted with his JKD defense, tossing me to the side! So I took my nap and woke up to thank him.
We drove up to see my parents for mother's day and spend the night. On the way, I enjoyed eating my chocolate covered strawberries and occasionally shouting "I'm a mom!". It was really nice getting to just hang out with them and I loved giving my mom her present of a babysono pic frame that says "love at first sight" and two baby books, you are my sunshine (my mom's fav song to sing) and spot loves his grandma! Next day was nice and chill-- breakfast with mom, meet up with some friends, register for baby stuff at babies r us and dinner! I had to hold my mom back from buying every grandma related baby item! It was a wonderful weekend (or my version of a weekend)!
Went to see my new ob md today-- love her! Super sweet and didn't comment on my weight (which is a great way to win me over). 2 more weeks until glucose screening and 3rd trimester! Can't believe things are going this fast! But I do believe our lil man is growing because i've been out of breath all day today-- I look pretty pitiful huffing and puffing while putting up laundry!
As far as other goodies go... here's some words of wisdom from an ER nurse!
1. Don't fall asleep with your arm out the window... especially if you are driving!
2. If you are a wound care nurse, be sure to check the rest of the patient and not just were the wound is. You never know what creepy crawly things lurk below!
3. If you've been trying to get a room in the hospital for several days and we keep sending you away because there is nothing medically wrong... go with the suicide route-- we have to give you a room somewhere!
4. Don't threaten the nurse... ever! Our security guards get pretty aggressive when one of their girls are threatened! And trust me, they all come to the join in the action!
5. Just don't even try to fake a seizure. We know. You can fool family and non-medical people, but you can't fool us!
That's all for now! Will try to post some pics later of more baby goodies-- almost done with my first attempt at a quilt!
We drove up to see my parents for mother's day and spend the night. On the way, I enjoyed eating my chocolate covered strawberries and occasionally shouting "I'm a mom!". It was really nice getting to just hang out with them and I loved giving my mom her present of a babysono pic frame that says "love at first sight" and two baby books, you are my sunshine (my mom's fav song to sing) and spot loves his grandma! Next day was nice and chill-- breakfast with mom, meet up with some friends, register for baby stuff at babies r us and dinner! I had to hold my mom back from buying every grandma related baby item! It was a wonderful weekend (or my version of a weekend)!
Went to see my new ob md today-- love her! Super sweet and didn't comment on my weight (which is a great way to win me over). 2 more weeks until glucose screening and 3rd trimester! Can't believe things are going this fast! But I do believe our lil man is growing because i've been out of breath all day today-- I look pretty pitiful huffing and puffing while putting up laundry!
As far as other goodies go... here's some words of wisdom from an ER nurse!
1. Don't fall asleep with your arm out the window... especially if you are driving!
2. If you are a wound care nurse, be sure to check the rest of the patient and not just were the wound is. You never know what creepy crawly things lurk below!
3. If you've been trying to get a room in the hospital for several days and we keep sending you away because there is nothing medically wrong... go with the suicide route-- we have to give you a room somewhere!
4. Don't threaten the nurse... ever! Our security guards get pretty aggressive when one of their girls are threatened! And trust me, they all come to the join in the action!
5. Just don't even try to fake a seizure. We know. You can fool family and non-medical people, but you can't fool us!
That's all for now! Will try to post some pics later of more baby goodies-- almost done with my first attempt at a quilt!
24 weeks pregnant!
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Chickens eat their young!
So I learned nurses aren't the only ones to eat their young today! I was checking on the chickens today and thought I could grab their water and eggs at the same time. Evidently, I'm not coordinated enough and dropped one of the eggs as I was leaving the coop. All 3 chickens jumped on the cracked egg and ate it! A little creepy and cannibal-ish, but maybe they were just really thirsty! (side note: yes I do collect chicken eggs! I'm not a country girl, but I like the chickens!)
Another creepy thing today: maternity photos! I was looking online at ideas and was really disturbed by all the naked or almost naked prego photos! Who's kid is going to want to see that when they get older?! Not my boy! I see the conversation going something like this:
Mom: Oh honey look! This was taken when I was 8 months pregnant with you!
Son: uhhh mom, you're uhhh not really wearing anything *eyes darting to avoid photo but keeps looking back. Jaw open*
Mom: oh silly, I'm completely covered! I looked pretty good back then! Right?
Son: soo... I've got to clean my room or do homework or something!
Mom: But sweety, I haven't shown you the caste of my body that we made! It worked great as a chip and dip bowl!
Again, I'm going to avoid that scenario and go with the classy pics, like "don't open until.." and hands making a heart!
All this creepy talk reminds me of a patient last weekend! As my husband so pleasantly puts it, "it's ok, she sees naked people all the time". And yes, bring a nurse does expose me to much more of people's anatomy than most see. Most of the time, it's really not a big deal and I do my best to make the patient comfortable. However, there is the occasional patient who doesn't feel awkward and personally requests a catheter (aka tube going up into the bladder). Female-no biggie, Male- creepy! So what do we do when those situations arise? Find the biggest male nurse we can and send them in to do it! Most of the time the patient changes their minds and pees in a cup! You learn early on not to get taken advantage of, but to be smart!
On a cuter note: I've got some pics of my amazing room! My husband found or made most if the furniture, installed the hardwood floors and did the crown molding! He worked extra hard to make a wonderful oasis for us! The headboard are actually two 1800's doors. The white table thing will be the changing table along with the window photo frame (I did the burlap!). There are still a few more things to go up, but it looks great so far!
Thanks for reading and have a great night!
Another creepy thing today: maternity photos! I was looking online at ideas and was really disturbed by all the naked or almost naked prego photos! Who's kid is going to want to see that when they get older?! Not my boy! I see the conversation going something like this:
Mom: Oh honey look! This was taken when I was 8 months pregnant with you!
Son: uhhh mom, you're uhhh not really wearing anything *eyes darting to avoid photo but keeps looking back. Jaw open*
Mom: oh silly, I'm completely covered! I looked pretty good back then! Right?
Son: soo... I've got to clean my room or do homework or something!
Mom: But sweety, I haven't shown you the caste of my body that we made! It worked great as a chip and dip bowl!
Again, I'm going to avoid that scenario and go with the classy pics, like "don't open until.." and hands making a heart!
All this creepy talk reminds me of a patient last weekend! As my husband so pleasantly puts it, "it's ok, she sees naked people all the time". And yes, bring a nurse does expose me to much more of people's anatomy than most see. Most of the time, it's really not a big deal and I do my best to make the patient comfortable. However, there is the occasional patient who doesn't feel awkward and personally requests a catheter (aka tube going up into the bladder). Female-no biggie, Male- creepy! So what do we do when those situations arise? Find the biggest male nurse we can and send them in to do it! Most of the time the patient changes their minds and pees in a cup! You learn early on not to get taken advantage of, but to be smart!
On a cuter note: I've got some pics of my amazing room! My husband found or made most if the furniture, installed the hardwood floors and did the crown molding! He worked extra hard to make a wonderful oasis for us! The headboard are actually two 1800's doors. The white table thing will be the changing table along with the window photo frame (I did the burlap!). There are still a few more things to go up, but it looks great so far!
Thanks for reading and have a great night!
Monday, April 23, 2012
Lessons learned from my patients
So I worked thurs-sat night this past week and throughly enjoyed it! This ER has an amazing set up and very well ran with excellent resources! But what would be an ER weekend without some very very interesting stories?!
1. Whenever playing donkey basketball, always wear a helmet and try to land in the grass if you fall!
2. Of course it makes sense to wear steal toe boots but no helmet while riding your motorcycle. Your face may look like it went through a meat grinder, but at least those toenails won't be scratched!
3. Always keep your inhaler nearby for when you smoke weed if you have asthma. That way you don't have to wait till you get to the ER to chill out.
4. A bandaid can fix most things, but if your finger is still bleeding after cutting it open at your reception, you may want to go ahead an come to the ER. I mean, who doesn't want to spend their honeymoon with such great peeps like me?!
5. What a better way to end a date than in the ER? After all your xrays and CT scan, just jump in bed naked with your date. But keep it discrete because security doesn't approve of patients having relations in the ER!
On another note-- I've grown 2 inches since tuesday! I got a scrub top on tuesday and thought this should last me for another few weeks.... WRONG! Saturday it was so tight I could barely put things in my pockets! Time to get some open ones with T-shirts. I had to laugh a little inside when I informed some co-workers that I was pregnant-- I said I don't normally have a potbelly ;)
1. Whenever playing donkey basketball, always wear a helmet and try to land in the grass if you fall!
2. Of course it makes sense to wear steal toe boots but no helmet while riding your motorcycle. Your face may look like it went through a meat grinder, but at least those toenails won't be scratched!
3. Always keep your inhaler nearby for when you smoke weed if you have asthma. That way you don't have to wait till you get to the ER to chill out.
4. A bandaid can fix most things, but if your finger is still bleeding after cutting it open at your reception, you may want to go ahead an come to the ER. I mean, who doesn't want to spend their honeymoon with such great peeps like me?!
5. What a better way to end a date than in the ER? After all your xrays and CT scan, just jump in bed naked with your date. But keep it discrete because security doesn't approve of patients having relations in the ER!
On another note-- I've grown 2 inches since tuesday! I got a scrub top on tuesday and thought this should last me for another few weeks.... WRONG! Saturday it was so tight I could barely put things in my pockets! Time to get some open ones with T-shirts. I had to laugh a little inside when I informed some co-workers that I was pregnant-- I said I don't normally have a potbelly ;)
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Priorities and Tidbits from a Nurse
Its still so crazy to me that we've been moved for only 1.5wks-- it almost feels like another lifetime. And isn't it true that when you make big life changes (college, marriage, children) that they don't tend to follow a nice spaced out order? Take for example my marriage: within two months time I graduated college, started working as a nurse and got married. Then there was a lull in time for us to catch up only to get pregnant, move to a new city, and consider different jobs for hubby! Maybe a bit of chaos is good every now and then-- at least it makes you reconsider on what things you thought important during the lull of life.
So what are my priorities? God, Family, Friends, Career. Do I live that? Not really. Do I needlessly worry and fret because of my mixed up priorities? Yes. So what do we do from here? By God's grace, be pulled out of the murk I'm in, be placed upon the firm foundation of Christ, and let others see His grace and salvation in my life (psalm 40:1-3). Did I mention by God's grace? Just wanted to make sure that was in there a few more times! Thank God I don't have to pull myself out of destruction because I never would or could! I agree with the book of Jude and Piper at T4G, I'm amazed I'm still a Christian!
On a lighter note-- our little man is still growing and I feel those wonderful muscle tearing growths all the time! And his kicks are getting stronger all the time.... and still my husband has yet to feel them! He know's when it's daddy's hand on my belly and calms down right away! Such a good son! Although, with each new story I hear my mother in law tell me, the more I'm ready to buy a leash and extra bubble wrap for when he starts walking! Beware world, He's going to be just like his daddy as a toddler! But, he'll grow up to be such a handsome man with amazing manners who loves his mommy!
Oh ya, a friend asked me about allergies and knowing when to see a doctor sooner or later. So here is my tidbit for all moms and future moms: If you can hear "crackles" or "wheezes" when you put your kids chest or back to your ear, go see your doctor. If you can see you kids chest suck in below the sternum (end part of the ribs) when he breathes in, go to the ER. Other than that, follow the recommendation of the pharmacist and doctor on tylenol, ibuprofen and allergy medications. And please keep up with your kids shot schedule!
There, stepping off my nurse platform and back to normal. And with that, I'm going to go raid the fridge for something sweet! Adios!
So what are my priorities? God, Family, Friends, Career. Do I live that? Not really. Do I needlessly worry and fret because of my mixed up priorities? Yes. So what do we do from here? By God's grace, be pulled out of the murk I'm in, be placed upon the firm foundation of Christ, and let others see His grace and salvation in my life (psalm 40:1-3). Did I mention by God's grace? Just wanted to make sure that was in there a few more times! Thank God I don't have to pull myself out of destruction because I never would or could! I agree with the book of Jude and Piper at T4G, I'm amazed I'm still a Christian!
On a lighter note-- our little man is still growing and I feel those wonderful muscle tearing growths all the time! And his kicks are getting stronger all the time.... and still my husband has yet to feel them! He know's when it's daddy's hand on my belly and calms down right away! Such a good son! Although, with each new story I hear my mother in law tell me, the more I'm ready to buy a leash and extra bubble wrap for when he starts walking! Beware world, He's going to be just like his daddy as a toddler! But, he'll grow up to be such a handsome man with amazing manners who loves his mommy!
Oh ya, a friend asked me about allergies and knowing when to see a doctor sooner or later. So here is my tidbit for all moms and future moms: If you can hear "crackles" or "wheezes" when you put your kids chest or back to your ear, go see your doctor. If you can see you kids chest suck in below the sternum (end part of the ribs) when he breathes in, go to the ER. Other than that, follow the recommendation of the pharmacist and doctor on tylenol, ibuprofen and allergy medications. And please keep up with your kids shot schedule!
There, stepping off my nurse platform and back to normal. And with that, I'm going to go raid the fridge for something sweet! Adios!
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Why it's important to update your GPS!
So, on monday I started my new job... meaning I sat for 9hrs listening to random business talk about the hospital and going over things I already know. It was a pleasant reminder of why I didn’t go to business school! I am excited about the hospital itself-- defiantly well run and is very supportive to it’s staff!
After all day of being crammed in a small room and trying to stay awake, I started to drive home. Made one corner a little too sharp, blew my tire and proceeded to roll into a restaurant nearby. Great. At least we have roadside assistance, right? Well yes, but it will take 90min till they can get out there! Ok. Go inside the restaurant and see if someone can help. “We have no one on staff who can help you.” Thanks. Hmm. Try to change tire myself. But maybe not with the rather large half dazed hobo sitting out a few feet from your car. Hubby?! Yes! Alan came to my rescue from Waco to Temple!
About 20min later, the hobo left and I started to try to change it myself. Thanks to the beautiful weather and record pollen count, I sneezed every minute or so. Here’s a mental picture: pregnant woman staring at trunk trying to remember what to do first when changing a tire while sneezing so much that her eyes start tearing up. I looked pretty pitiful. Enough so that a family pulled up and the husband offered to help. Alan arrived a few minutes later valiantly riding his dad’s motorcycle to save his allergy stricken wife! Few more minutes and we were on our way to where to GPS said there was a tire shop (ps I do have to give kuddos to VW for placing an entire spare instead of a doughnut!).
First one was closed. Second one didn’t exist. Third one lead us to lake Belton (about a 25min further south). At that moment we decided it would be a good idea for us to figure out how to update our GPS!
The drive back was actually really beautiful and I kept thinking “If the scenario of how this drive started was any different, it would be very relaxing and lovely.” Lot of small hills covered with bluebonnets and indian paint brushes with the sun slowly setting and my knight in shinning armor riding his bike-- seriously, a hot guy on a motorcycle down a country road is magical! ;)
The next few days filled with more classroom time, husband working on flooring+crown molding, room filling up with bugs due to going in and out of window, Alan sucking the bugs up with a shop vacuum, few crock pot recipes, hillbilly Directtv set up guy messing up the internet, baby growing pains, and some needed cuddle time with my hubby! I’m excited to start working in the ER and see how their dynamics are, but also nervous simply cuz everything is new. Hopefully will get some chill time this weekend and maybe actually move our clothes out of brown paper bags and into closet/dresser! We shall see what new adventures await!
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Easter is here and I can't stop sneezing!
Happy to Easter to all! It's been a crazy weekend of moving and getting our place ready. Alan is still working on the flooring and trim while I do my best to organize the chaos around him without being in the way. Allergies are taking every hit they can at me and my little psuedofed just can't quite keep up! Yay for being pregnant during allergy season (next time well try to get pregnant in may so I can avoid it all together)!
We went to our new church today and it was hard not to wish to be back in our familiar church with our friends. But i'm grateful that we at least have a solid church to go to here! Sang a "new" song today that me and alan happily joined in singing:
We went to our new church today and it was hard not to wish to be back in our familiar church with our friends. But i'm grateful that we at least have a solid church to go to here! Sang a "new" song today that me and alan happily joined in singing:
Oh, to see my name
Written in the wounds,
For through Your suffering I am free.
Death is crushed to death;
Life is mine to live,
Won through Your selfless love.
Written in the wounds,
For through Your suffering I am free.
Death is crushed to death;
Life is mine to live,
Won through Your selfless love.
This, the pow’r of the cross:
Son of God—slain for us.
What a love! What a cost!
We stand forgiven at the cross.
Son of God—slain for us.
What a love! What a cost!
We stand forgiven at the cross.
I'm excited to see where God grows us in this new church and who we will become close friends with. Alan and I enjoyed a simple lunch together by ourselves that allowed us just to talk over different ideas of how we want our lil man to celebrate easter and christmas and just how each other was doing. I do already feel a new bond with my husband as we move out of familiar territory to a world of unknown. It's not so scary when you Know someone is there with you the whole way and even more so, God is guiding each step.
So far community living has been nice. I honestly hate being in an empty house by myself and so it's been nice just having others around. I expect there to be annoyances in the future, but so far I'm enjoying the company!
Will post pics later of our room and such!
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Hope in God
Why are you cast down, O my soul,
and why are you in turmoil within me?
Hope in God; for I shall again praise him,
my salvation and my God..
(Psalm 42:5-6 ESV)
Psalms 43 has been such an amazing reminder of how Great God is and how ridiculous my emotions can be! David shout out to his soul asking "why are you cast down, O my soul?", why do you fret? Don't you remember who your God is?
I find myself getting worried over nothing or fretting about things in the future that haven't even happened yet. I want to shout to my soul and say "Why are your freaking out?! Why do you worry? Don't you remember who your God is?" I'm so grateful for the psalms and there being real human emotions in them!
On another note~ I was blessed to find out my last day in the ER is actually Monday so I have more time to pack! Yay for packing, sad day for work though! It's still all crazy that I'm moving! What an amazing adventure awaits for our family!
So through the sniffles from allergies without relief (thanks to only being able to take sudafed and benadryl), we've had a nice 2 days in the ER. Ready for tomorrow, but at the same time not... because that means tears, hugs and lots of goodbyes. I don't like goodbyes-- I prefer see-you-laters!
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Everyone is Breathing
"When you start to feel overwhelmed. Stop. Breath. Then ask yourself, 'Is everyone breathing?' If no, then taken care of the one not breathing. If yes, then you'll be ok!"
It's crazy how all things in life seem to bleed and blend together. I often have to remind myself outside of the ER, that if everyone is breathing, it will be ok!
Right now, I'm going through a lot of dramatic changes including moving down to a new town, starting a new job while coming up to my halfway mark of being pregnant! I tend to start to stress myself out worrying about things/events/people I have no control of. But thank God for my husband who can be the voice of reason when I won't listen to anything else. Many times God uses my husband to remind me of His great promises that I tend to forget when I need to rest on them more than anything.
I'm hoping this blog will be a nice refresher with an interesting insight to various topics of life while having a few chuckles over the crazy things I deal with as a nurse/wife/mother.
For today, we're just going to work on breathing and know that it will be ok as long as we keep breathing. And if that stops, we're still ok-- we're with Christ! There is comfort in life and joy in death.
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